Quite free today....

-I wish i was the bird that could fly freely up in the sky-

well...I'm quite free today that is why posting a lot posts just to keep you guys updated with my current situation...i've nothing else to do...i'm really sleepy now but just don't wan't to sleep!!..:P
so don't get bored with my post's today...if u wish to read it..you can do so..but if you dun wan itz not an offense..hehe...i just love writing here..

Entering a new phase in my life....

-Yesterday was a history so learn from your mistakes,
Today is in your hand used it fully when it is still here,
Tomorrow is a mystery so don't forget to hunt for it!!!-
-shalu-
-my very own philosophy(dun curi!!..:D)-

PMR had finished successfully...SPM is still awaiting for me next year..it's still not that far...for me i have to prepare for the challenge from now...Form 4 is not a 'Honeymoon' year it is a Preparation Year...I'm still new here...i hope I'll get good guidance and care...this phase going to decide who am I going to be in future...when i look into my future i still can't get the right picture of it...all i know is that I want to be someone in future...I'm all grown up now..i think i could make decisions by myself..I'm just staring at my future and wondering how mysterious could it be??..and am I going to fit in at the right place...All I know is that I'm going to give full attention and put a lot of effort...I just don't care how hard it going to be...I just know that how hard it is also I will face the challenge..

4th January...

This is a day which i have to note down in my diary..4th jan is the day officially the school has started across the country..well...as usual it was Monday..so we had assembly..everyone talked and gave speech(as usual boring speeches)...after a while...it was time to determine classes...finally secrets got revealed..i was placed in 4 Amanah...where all the straight A students are in..My class teacher is Pn.Sartina..she was our Ex-Discipline Teacher...now it was Pn.Fazlily's turn to take over...This class is full of clever students..no more 3 Rancangan Khas...a new world..no more the same faces..all are different..I'm currently missing all the moments i spent with them..but it's ok la..after all we are in the same school..we'll have chance to see each other but i know it won't be like last year...I hope they won't forget me...They're off to the proceed their life in a new phase..so GOOD LUCK buddies..I'll miss your noise and laughter soo much..and you guys please don't think i 'sombong' all okie..I'm still the old Shalini and will always be...alrite...let's come to my Form 4 life...well...it's quite hard cause I'm still new to this atmosphere...i hope i can be alright here....I'm having a very hectic schedule where it's really hard to find time to entertain myself..weekends are the only solution..I'm not even taking my meals at the right time..haizz...I'm sleeping late at night...almost 3 am then only I'll go to slumber land..till then will be studying..will wake up at 5.30 am..so you can see here that i'm in lack of sleep...I have tution almost everyday... On weekday I'll be only free on Thursday(planning to add English tuition) ..have tons of homework's given everyday by all the subject teacher's..tuition homework's will just add the work LOAD!!!...As Pn.Fazlily said DO NOT PROCRASTINATE!!!!... it means do not pile up your work....I'm actually following this policy...:D...hmmmm....well as you can see some of the teacher's in Form 4 they rather speak to the whiteboard then to their 'beautiful' students...I'm actually trying to get use to all this...hope i will accomplish...

Holidays had ended....school has started..

-life is like this tunnel you'll never find what is waiting for you till you come across it...-

wow...school holidays has ended...it's not at all fair..they only gave us 1 1/2 month holiday..haiz...haizz..this holiday was the Great Holiday i've ever had in my entire life.... i was really enjoying to the fullest...here are some recap about what i did for this holidays..first places i explored...I had vacation to Kedah,Perak,Penang,Negeri Sembilan,Pahang, and of course Melaka...I just loved the stay at each and one of this state...it has introduced me to a new culture..i saw villages that I've never got to see at this CITY LIFE...after exploring all this i find city life is way too boring...I saw the paddy fields at Kedah..It is covered with all greneries which blooms your eyes...Penang was a great as it is..credits goes for the seasides and beautiful sceneries...Pahang(Genting and Cameron Highlands) was a a great!!!...more than awesome...Genting for games while Cameron is meant for Peace...went to Seremban and just stayed at cousin's house..its just a small city with all the facilities ...Perak...also the same as Seremban la..Melaka is a spot that I'll never forget to visit each and every holiday..i think this holiday I've went there almost 4 times..hehehe....so My CUTI - CUTI MALAYSIA was a really great...6 states all together..have more to explore..I need more time for that..might be in future la...i wanted to go to Cambodia,Singapore and Johor Bahru...but the holiday was too short for it..
I've listed it in my future plans..yeah..after all this traveling i found myself didn't have a complete rest such as sleeping to the maximum...regretting la..not fully but half..half..school has started so FAST...hmm...

Wooow!!!

well...i know all of you would be dying to know what are my PMR results are...well i passed my PMR with flying colours!!!...can you believe it??...yes i could cause i did really work hard for it..
had sleepless nights..was studying and studying..now i got the success in my hands..My aunt accompanied me to collect the results..i was really nervous about it..i had nightmares.. when the teachers begin to give out the results..i refused to take it..but when it was my turn...i saw the results paper A,A,A,A,A,A,A...i just couldn't believe my eyes..i even taught it was not mine..
I was so happy...at the moment i felt as though I was THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD!!!..
whoa...a year of struggle and cries..finally got it..without knowing I was crying..i hugged my aunt with joy..just couldn't forget the moment..i think i'm going to miss my Form 3 life,friends and teacher's so much...To all of you..I really wished i had more time spent with you guys but unfortunately we have to proceed to the next level and face much more struggles...I just wanted you all to know that i love you always...teachers...if it wasn't who didn't guide me i wouldn't have got this victory...THANK YOU!!!!...

I Think I'm not too late!!!

well everyone I wish a very Happy New Year!!!!...i know 15 days had passed...what to do..
i'm very very busy busy nowdays..i just don't have time take my meals also..New year is a new start of a new life..so i hope everyone had started it with full of happiness..as i did..we had Barbecue Party.. so i was partying to the maximum.. it was a good opportunity for me to get more closer to my cousins..we had games and lotz of FUN!!...wow...it was a Great start of the year...hope it will continue till rest of the year...My cousins and I was dancing like HELL...till our clothes was wet with sweat...hahaha...that is how you welcome the year..with full enjoyment...it was held at Taman Sri Andalas..My cousin's house..All of us organized this party..it was a nice family gathering..of course we had a lot work behind this..of course nothing comes without a pay!!..our Barbecue was really cool..it was damn delicious..yummy..yummy..:D..
I know 2009 had given me a lot of hard things..and i faced a lot of things last year...just can't imagine how i got rid of it and took it that easy..a big salute to myself..2009 was a year that i decided not to care about anyone else anymore for some reasons...last year made me realize that sometimes you just have to accept the truth and faith...and i also realized that people are so selfish no matter how close they are related to you..Last year i learned a lot about life and how much trouble it can give you..although i've faced the problems before but last year i just couldn't take it anymore...I just hope things will change..or not i just have to change..i wish all that was a bad dream..but they aren't..they are REALITY and i've to ACCEPT it..
I hope this year going to be filled with full of happiness,laughter,joy,fun,love,care unlike last year...had a good start hope it'll will END in a good way too...