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I would like to really Thank God for everything He have done to me and whatever He's going to in the future, I guess my life had been very much unpredictable as so many things I'm actually doing right now, I wouldn't even have dreamed of doing such things. As most of you know that my initial plan wasn't Law and my choice was very much diverse from law, which was Piloting. I mean from a Pilot to a Lawyer, who would have ever imagined that right? But I'm very much glad that it happened. Due to some unfortunate things, I wasn't chosen to be a cadet pilot but I would have definitely loved to become one. Anyway, I'm very much willing to take up flying as a hobby! Cause of this I decided to do my A levels just to prolong the thinking period cause I wanted to think it through and carefully as it involves my future and at the same time I didn't want to waste time sitting and rotting at home! and now finally I've made up my mind to pursue my Law degree, I've learned and enjoyed lot of things along this rough path and I'm very much looking forward for more surprises that life has stored for me, pretty much excited and trilled I would say! There is a good news I would like to share with all of you readers, that I'm chosen to take up Internship program with some parties, for some certain reasons I don't want to mention their name right here. I really hope this would be a good exposure for me and I'm pretty much looking forward to work with this people, hopefully I won't put them down under any circumstance. I hope God would give the strengths and courage to undertake this task, I can see this would be a hectic one but I'm willing to take up the challenge! Hopefully, I'd perform well! There's lot of plans in my mind for the future, hopefully everything would go through smoothly! *fingers crossed*
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I most certainly believe that all of you have heard the news about the sudden death of actress Jiah (Nafisa) Khan who acted in Nishabd, Ghajini and Housefull, I heard the news when I was in the midst of my examination. Honestly, when I first heard the news, I was like who is she? I had no idea who she was, but having read about her and Google-d about her, I guess I could say that I know her now. Its very much sad to see young people like her who suppose to be the achievers in the future make such decisions to end their life. Most say that suicide is a cowardly act, but I'd say that it takes lot of courage to actually do it. Don't mistaken me that I'm encouraging it or anything, I'll come to the justification later on. I strongly believe that things can be sorted out in many other ways, suicide isn't the only resort, one should always keep that on their mind. But having said that, I seriously can't imagine the amount of pain, suffering and torture she would have undergone in order for her to take such decision. Today, I stumbled upon what is said to be her suicidal note and read through it, I could relate and feel each and every word she have written, so much of pain in her words. Hopefully, justice will be served and she is just too young to go. Look at the picture, she is just so gorgeous! Who would have known behind her smile lie a very depressing and sad story. My deepest condolences to her parents,sisters and family. May she rests in peace, I hope that she is in a better place now where she'd get all the happiness she deserves. I really hope that media would not make this a sensational news and make wrong speculations.I think the least we could do is respect her and not to simply create rumours. She wasn't famous when she was alive, but she becomes the cover story overnight, how ironic isn't it? I'm going to sit and watch all the three movies she have acted, this is my way of showing respect to her.
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Good Evening readers! I know it had been a century since I've updated my blog (This has been my start up post like always; asking sorry!) I know I've did it before and m doing it again, I sincerely would like to apologise for the delays been extremely busy with my A levels completion. I've given my best to it, hopefully I'd pass through it with flying colours. I seriously don't know why I'm asking sorry, cause I really doubt anyone actually read the blog! I mean like really, unless you've been directed to my blog by Google images I don't think anyone gives a damn! They'd prefer to read some celebrities news feed, well most find it interesting maybe cause they get to feel how fame feels. Nevermind, I don't actually care about all those, actually I've stopped writing for more views and have increased my focus on the content of the particular post, perhaps maybe it comes with the age! :P I guess I've very much improvised from the first day I've starting writing and m very much glad with that, cause I do read my posts over again after some time, it did made me realise how my writing patterns have changed over the years. Its maybe due to the immense reading I've been doing, influence of my idols and of course my age. Well, when I was 14 or so I used to feel that I knew everything maybe that's how everyone feels, and now when I look back I've realised that I knew so little but I was able to understand things. But now I would say it had improvised to a large extent and I'm very much aware of my surroundings even further, its amazing isn't it? and I believe in future when I look back at today, I'd definitely feel the same because learning is a process of living. It just adds on and never subtracts, so you don't get even stupid by reading but its the other way around. Well, this post has gone too far isn't it??! Maybe its me and my love towards the keyboard, we are just inseparable! hahaha with that I shall end this :)