I MISS YOU!!!

You know how much I miss this phone...Once upon a time it was my lovely device helped me in many ways...although I have more intelligent phones right now..but still i miss this..One thing that is special about this phone is the letter 'S'..for me I always feel that it's a phone made for me..but it is no more..I can't figure out where it went..but if I get to see this phone on sale I'll definitely buy it n own it!!...i miss you alot my dear!!..:'(

Well..I dun know why I post this...Lately my mood is not right...something is really bothering me lately...I'm kinda emo...I hate this 'me'!!...I'm trying not to be so emo!...it's kinda hard to accept things as it is...M really trying...to get rid of all this sorrows in me that I have been kept for a very long time..I know I will..it's just the time that matters...I just can't forgive n forget..n I won't..this are things that have been buried in me..and it won't extinguish...but I'll try not to look at it..that's all I can do..All of you have hurt me enough and I won't let you to continue your routine...All of you have left scars on my heart which can't be healed by any kind of medicine..enough is enough...I won't forgive you for all this..but I will try to accept it and move on..

Report Card...

I don't know whether m an excellent student o not..but one thing for sure..I've never done anything wrong in any ways...2nd of July is de day where my report card going to arrive..this time my parents have to take it and they must talk to the teacher..m seriously scared...m just wondering what the teacher going to report to my parents..i hope she tells good things..my results are not that good..compared to my friends..i didn't get good results..but I tried my level best..I put my best in it..i studied overnight to face this examination yet I can't obtain gud results..maybe i should figure out why..and learn to overcome it..in this short period I need to change the results..hope I'll accomplish what I want..I'm praying...

well...it kinda hard to accept somethings..3 years ago you was my friend..one of my dearest bestie..used to share with you almost everything..my sorrows..my things..my taught's..my love..everything...but today..you don't seem to talk to me...there is no you and me anymore..at school when i look at each pathway it reminds me of you..a year ago we was walking there..laughing at each other..making fun of each other....making crazee jokes..I used to hang out in your house..listen to music..study together..you used to do the same..used to shop n have lunch together..celebrate Deepavali n birthdays together...I was the one advised you until u changed..hope you won't forget that.. I know I have some attitude problems..i get angry fast..i dun like people talk back to me in a rude way..I love to talk alot..kinda expressive.. infect you too have some problems..you are really rude.. all of us have our own negative attitudes that we r trying to get rid of..I just don't know where my fault is...you have never took a effort to tell me where was my fault..if I knew I would have tried to get rid of it and be a friend that you are comfortable with..But what you doing now is not right...why you have to go around and tell everyone that I'm not a good person...all this negative things..How could you do this to me????

Do i look such??..Am I that bad??..or have I hurt you that much?..can you like come n talk to me and tell me why are you doing this??I didn't do anything to you other than being a good friend to you..I know you won't be reading..cause you don't care about me or my writings..Just take care..

I'll always pray for your wellness...

Mural painting days...

well..the picture above is not the mural we did..it's just a sample of our theme that is under water world...we had the mural painting at Hospital Tengku Ampuan Rahimah,Klang...Our school was placed at the 6th floor with some other schools...they are SMK Klang Utama,SMK Batu Unjur and SMK Sultan Abdul Samad...6th floor of the hospital is the Children's ward..well our main motive was to make the ward more cheerful for the children and make them feel happy by all the paintings...The work went on for 3 days...i got to know a lot of people..they are seriously fun to be with..I had a chance to meet all my friends..we was doing work + chit chatting all over...but as we was in the hospital we shouldn't make lo of noise..so we had to maintain our voice level...I didn't draw any of the mural but helped to paint them...n did some cleaning..like..using thinner to get rid of the paint stains....after the three days of hard work...Thursday we had the closing ceremony at Auditorium Permata... that was a really fun experience that I will always remember!!...:D

WOOW!!...Finally it's over...

Well..today officially my exams are over!!!...and i am seriously enjoying it...like seriously!!!...damn freaking crazeee.....I'm like...wanna do this..wanna do that..already made plans....This week i had Mathematics,English 1,History,Biology,Chemistry and Additional Mathematics...From all of de subjects above ADD MATHS was the hardest!!!....I almost cried!!..n I was having fever..couldn't take the pressure it is giving me..haizzz...especially circular measure was de hardest la..!!..haiz..

I taught I could do them..but at the END..nope!!..I couldn't...some of my friends even wanted to write WHAT A STUPID QUESTION IS THIS??..as the answer...hahahaha...haizzz....wadeva la..

holiday started...a lot of things to do..Tomorrow having IU day at school...next whole week i'm gonna be BUSY...like really busy..gonna go 4 mural painting next week..will update soon!!..hope i'll enjoy it!!..:D