Sorry To hear such a news Fatin...

I'm sorry for the lost of your beloved Father Fatin...although I've never went through this phase but I can truly understand how you feel...When I received the news,I almost cried...and when I read your post..I can't stop my tears...God loves him more then you do..that is why He wanted him back so soon..don't break apart..Just be strong my dear friend..all of us will be always there for you...I love you a lot...take care..I'll always pray for you..Don't worry..everything going to be fine..

How disappointed can a person ever be???...

I think at times we should just ACCEPT the reality...I've told this in my earlier posts...but it seems to be hard...how hard can it be??...I just don't know..but all I know that..it is really killing me...the feel that I'm gonna loose in this battle..the battle between life and death...I have to be strong... Take it positively..I must seriously learn how to take things in a positive way..although I've been telling this all this while...but it's hard to practice it..people keep on hurting me..like they have no other business to do...Why can't I just close my ears and act as there is nothing..as though i'm not even listening to them..haizz....anything la...m frustrated..tired of figuring out how to do it..

well..this are people who I wanna introduce to all of you!!...:P

SURYA!!!...Father of two...but still looks young as always...Like his acting alot...since I was small till now!..
Ganesh,...well..I just don't know what is so special in him..all my friends are like woow..look at him!!...for me..i think..he is just okie..maybe we should sponsor him some clothes..hehe..just kidding..!..

I just like this picture..so just posted..;)..

He is my HERO!!!...Love him!..he is superb..!!...hahahaha....:D...
Love his songs alot...his voice is awesome!!!....he looks cool too...but I heard that he is a gay...I dun know how true is that statement!..
Do you remember him??..he is Shahid Kapoor...Like all his movies ..good entertainment!.:P

Yeah..found it finally!!...the dragon ring that i LOVE in the movie!!!...:D

Movie-mania!!!...

I wanna watch!!!...all of these!!...someone take me...hahaha...well...most probably i have to choose two movies to watch in cinema...I'm seriously CONFUSED...i don't know which one to choose..I want to watch all of them..But the time is not allowing me..I'm BUSY!!...:(..

-I just love this guy..he is so cool..i love the songs in the movie..and i heard that this is a good movie..so planning not to miss it!..OMG!!!...I'm so impressed with this movie's trailer!!..It's awesome..Can't imagine how the movie will be...keeping my fingers crossed...

I want to watch the movie just because it's Angelina Jolie!!!...I Love her alot!!!...:D

well..it has been quite a long time I didn't watch fantasy movies..(I didn't even watch Avatar!!).. and I really love the trailer..especially the dragon!!..:D..

Somebody's me!..

Really love this song....a very meaningful song for me...

Go..Go SPAIN!!!

Hey...YEAH!!!!!!...Spain won the world cup this year!!!...The very first time in history!..I'm happy that they made it!..Congratulations to all the players!....well..I'm not originally a Spain supporter..I was an Argentina supporter....I supported Spain cause they defeated Germany!! .. hahaha... ;) ..Although I'm not really into football..but who can't let the World Cup fever attack them!!...hehehe...well..I've been attacked too...!

Twilight saga fever is here!..

well...this movie is already OUT!!!...last Thursday...unfortunately I can't watch it..I even booked the ticket for the first day screening..but I couldn't make it because of some reasons..so had to cancel the plan of watching it..I'm not that excited..cause I didn't really like New Moon...but I really love Twilight to death...it was kinda nice..the books of the saga was even better..but the last book I read was New Moon..so I'm so very excited to know what going to happen in Eclipse...hmm..but as my planned canceled and I don't really have time to watch it..i have to put it off...My sis have downloaded the movie but yet it's hard for me to find time..hope I can get some free time to watch this movie while enjoying pop corns!!..:)

OMG...I'm in love wif this!...like seriously!!..;)...awesome..aren't they??..:D

Lost with no directions...

well..this place....It's very new...like really new...when I look at both sides there no people around me..it's just me..there is no friends..parents..sisters..there is nobody..there is no signboard showing which path I should take..there is no torch in my hand..I couldn't see anything in front of me..it's all dark..it's all black...and I'm all blank..I can't feel the presence of anyone...It's just me..only me..standing here.. now..I'm just wondering what I must do??...why I've been sent here..this place is creepy..I'm scared to be alone here...I might misstep and go in a wrong direction..I might slip my steps..I must be AWARE...All I have with me is my instincts and God..i have to follow them carefully...and the next second I realized that..this is how it is..this is the reality..I have to face everything by myself..whether it's the best moments in my life or the right opposite of it..I shouldn't relay on anything nor anyone..The time is here..Now I must teach myself a lesson..to learn live life alone..to take sufferings into myself and learn to suffer alone... not to tell it out or share...take it in its best..take it positively..learn to always see the positive side of it..cause everyone has their own life..their own a different path..I shouldn't disturb them..they couldn't be bothered with me..I can't lean on them and torture them..I think this is it..I'm going to be all on my own..standing on my own feet's..facing the challenges all by myself..they meant for me..I'll learn to face it with full of courage....

I'm tired of being sorry...

I know a word sorry can't heal it...It's all as happen..I've asked sorry a lot of times..you won't forgive me ryte?..alrite..It's both of us fault..I shouldn't have done something like that..even you shouldn't have done like that..I think I've realized where my fault is..but you..although you know your fault..you are just denying it..well..take your own time to cool yourself...Friends fight and get back together the next second...but you don't seem to be like that..It's alrite..take your time..I don't want to force anyone to forgive me..I know where am I and where you are..Thank You for your words cause it hurt more than a million times....it is still wondering in my ears..I know it shouldn't..but your words are so sharp...the pain is still there..its aching each and every time..as I said "words are sharper than swords,they kill people even faster'...Thank you for giving such a massive pain to suffer with..I know It shouldn't bother me this much..cause it didn't bother you..You didn't think twice before telling anything..You should..but you didn't..and now you are not suffering but I am.. As though it is haunting my mind and soul....Thank you...Thank you...thank you..and I'M REALLY SERIOUSLY SORRY....I don't want this war to continue anymore...

Interactors speak to young patients through murals

2010/07/02..( NEW STRAITS TIMES)

The Interactors spent days painting the walls of Tengku Ampuan Rahimah Hospital with cheery images.

KLANG: Interact Co-ordinating Council of Klang (ICC) members painted murals at Tengku Ampuan Rahimah Hospital to create a more comforting environment for the young patients.ICC is made up of interact clubs from SMK Perempuan Raja Zarina, SMK La Salle Klang, SMK Convent Klang, SMK Methodist ACS Klang, SMK Perempuan Methodist Klang, SMK Taman Klang Utama, SMK Tinggi Klang, SMK Sultan Abdul Samad and SMK Batu Unjur.Armed with paints and brushes and, most of all, enthusiasm, 170 students and five teacher advisers spent the recent school holidays beautifying the walls with drawings of cartoon characters and sea creatures on the second, sixth and seventh floors of the hospital where the paediatric and neonatal wards are located.The Interactors also set up a reading corner on the seventh floor by furnishing a section of the ward with story and activity books, board games and toys.ICC spent close to RM16,000 on the project which included a donation of RM7,924 to the hospital for the purchase of equipment for the children's wards. The funds to support its projects are raised through charity programmes organised throughout the year.Interactors, teachers and members of The Rotary Club of Klang (RC Klang) also held a fun day at the wards, giving out goodie bags and bringing smiles to the faces of the young patients and their parents.Also present were hospital director Dr R. Supathiratheavy, district education officer Noraini Md Tahir, Rotary International District 3300 district governor Leslie Sallehuddin and RC Klang president Heng Gee Eng."The Interactors had sacrificed and put to good use their free time to participate in a community project. This makes them responsible members of society and we look forward to more projects from them," said Heng.ICC chairman Mahalatchmi Subramaniam said the project was one of the best they had ever organised because of the happy faces of the children at the end of the four days.Guided by RC Klang, ICC is a service club for those aged 14 to 18. Interactors participate in community projects while developing leadership skills.ICC is an international organisation sponsored by local Rotary Clubs.

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Why god???...why me???

I sprained my ankle...i just don't know why la..each and every time..always it's me who met in accidents!..I don't know whether it's my fault or just that God wants it to be like that..All my friends are teasing me cause I always come to school with something wrapped up....and I always hurt myself....I'm not careless la..It's just that it happens..It's just happening this year..Last year...where got??..I've never hurt myself like this also...but this year..it is happening again and again..maybe this is the signs of me going..of me getting far from everyone...I think m going far leaving everyone here...sorry to say..:P

Tomato Ketchup!!!...:)

I know you guys will be wondering what I'm I going to talk about..it's kinda blur...I understand...

well..this is about a activity held in our school last Tuesday..It's called "Info hunt"..It's a mixture of explore race, treasure hunt and amazing race..of course..if it's a mixture of three so it's triple FUN!!!...we are divided into 7 groups..so I was in group 6..myself,Nicole,Yoonie,Kanmani,Radika,

Yin Ting and Hui Chiau...we have to name our group..so we came up to this weird name that is "Tomato Ketchup"..tomato was yoonie's idea..her reason for the name was..first was a question..

Is tomato a fruit or vegetable??...all of us said VEGETABLE!..and she said..it's FRUIT!!..and we like huh??...her answer..yeah..tomato is a fruit..so..don't look down towards tomato!!..hahaha..well..the "ketchup" was from me!!!..hahaha...i just don't know why!..the info hunt was all about questions, running,answering and searching!!..well...we gave our full effort to the game..and it was results time....first they told the right answers for the questions and riddles...after that was the results..it was the creepiest of them all...they started from the bottom...7...8....6...5..4...3...2... Lucky seven...and 1....is....TOMATO KETCHUP... all of us was like OH MY GOSH!!!.... we took 26 minutes to finish the race...7 minutes of penalty..so all together 33 minutes!!!...woow...its awesome right..i just enjoyed it...so..all of us going to participate in Finals at Bukit Ceraka...which going to be harder!!...oh god...just bless us!..:)..

~posted this in purple cause of NICOLE!!!~

Happie Sad Day To Me!!...:(

I just don't know what happen to me...my playlist is all full of sad songs...like really sad...haiz..My inner self always tells me that 'Shalini!!!!!....you don't have to be like this..this is what life is..people come through this door and goes off through the other..in between they'll have fun with us..we'll have a joyful time together..they'll help you when you are struggling....but all this won't last forever..they have their own life to go on with..you have your own life to take care of..they'll be there beside just for a certain period of time..the only job given to you in your life is to take care of your life and make yourself happy..this people will just present to share your happiness..your bitterness you have to go through it by yourself..you are given a job..to turn all this bitterness to sweetness...joyful times..so don't worry...you are not the only one facing the same trouble..there a lot of them out there facing the same problem but they are not voicing it out..so be cheerful..Everyone in this world..they'll be beside of you for a while only..after they're role have done..they'll go..it's just like a movie..you just have to accept the truth!..you see...you taught everyone will be beside you forever??..your parents will go off when it's time and you'll be standing on your own legs..your siblings..won't be there..they have they're own LIFE..your friends..of course now you can talk to them about anything now..but when you reach a certain level..all of them won't be there...when you look back there will be only memories showing their presence in your life..'I can advise myself thousand times but still I feel the pain..It's really hard la..I think i wouldn't be able to take this..it's really hard...hmmmm...but it's all said to be faith..so have to accept the fact that God has given me...

Oh god!!!!...this really hurts...like really bad..I just don't know how to write down how I feel..but the only thing i know is the pain inside me is massive...I can't cry anymore..no more tears left to be shattered..all left is only me..only me...erghh...i dun want to be like this..i dun wan to be hurt like this..i want to be like normal..but unfortunately..this is reality..maybe it should be like this..i just have to accept the truth..maybe this is what is the ending is..so just go on...I want to be happie!!!I want to shout out loud!!...i want be like everyone else..is it wrong???