So yeah, I'm actually guilty of making certain people in my life as my priority and ending up in disappointment. Those people whom I have taken to be my family and where I consider their problems as mine & actually go all out to help them out. I might be bias when I'm saying this, cause those individuals are not in my life anymore, maybe the disappointment had made me speak in such manner. I might not have written this post, if they were still in my life. But when I say I've gone all out, I've done my best to make them happy and cheerful in order to forget their painful past.
I'm not sure whether this is my weakness or advantage, but if you're going through a hard time in your life, first of all I'd start by feeling for you and then eventually making your problems mine. This is where exactly the problems starts and eventually camps up in my life too! You know what hurts the most? Cause I'll be with this people at their very worst, but when I'm at my worst, no one ever shows up. Funny isn't it? Then I came to realisation that, I don't quite have real friends or those whom I consider to be my friend is just isn't real. Those whom I regard as family, don't look at me in such way, maybe it was just the play of words. Well, that reminds me how powerful word can be. That's why its often said that, words a sharper than swords cause it can kill people faster and further without any scars.
I had realised that I should focus on those, who have always been there for me no matter what, through light and darkness, through hardships and laughter. I'm indebted to them all my life, those will be my sisters and family, I've always taken them for granted, by switching all my focus to those who in reality didn't even matter. But I've realised my fault and have taken oath to change that part of me. Thus from today, I wouldn't make anyone else my priority and no one else going to get more attention than my family!
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