Monday, July 12, 2010

Lost with no directions...


well..this place....It's very new...like really new...when I look at both sides there no people around me..it's just me..there is no friends..parents..sisters..there is nobody..there is no signboard showing which path I should take..there is no torch in my hand..I couldn't see anything in front of me..it's all dark..it's all black...and I'm all blank..I can't feel the presence of anyone...It's just me..only me..standing here.. now..I'm just wondering what I must do??...why I've been sent here..this place is creepy..I'm scared to be alone here...I might misstep and go in a wrong direction..I might slip my steps..I must be AWARE...All I have with me is my instincts and God..i have to follow them carefully...and the next second I realized that..this is how it is..this is the reality..I have to face everything by myself..whether it's the best moments in my life or the right opposite of it..I shouldn't relay on anything nor anyone..The time is here..Now I must teach myself a lesson..to learn live life alone..to take sufferings into myself and learn to suffer alone... not to tell it out or share...take it in its best..take it positively..learn to always see the positive side of it..cause everyone has their own life..their own a different path..I shouldn't disturb them..they couldn't be bothered with me..I can't lean on them and torture them..I think this is it..I'm going to be all on my own..standing on my own feet's..facing the challenges all by myself..they meant for me..I'll learn to face it with full of courage....

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