I'm tired of being sorry...

I know a word sorry can't heal it...It's all as happen..I've asked sorry a lot of times..you won't forgive me ryte?..alrite..It's both of us fault..I shouldn't have done something like that..even you shouldn't have done like that..I think I've realized where my fault is..but you..although you know your fault..you are just denying it..well..take your own time to cool yourself...Friends fight and get back together the next second...but you don't seem to be like that..It's alrite..take your time..I don't want to force anyone to forgive me..I know where am I and where you are..Thank You for your words cause it hurt more than a million times....it is still wondering in my ears..I know it shouldn't..but your words are so sharp...the pain is still there..its aching each and every time..as I said "words are sharper than swords,they kill people even faster'...Thank you for giving such a massive pain to suffer with..I know It shouldn't bother me this much..cause it didn't bother you..You didn't think twice before telling anything..You should..but you didn't..and now you are not suffering but I am.. As though it is haunting my mind and soul....Thank you...Thank you...thank you..and I'M REALLY SERIOUSLY SORRY....I don't want this war to continue anymore...