Happily Ever After??!

Happily Ever After??...Sometimes I really wonder whether it truly exists or not..Or its just a dream of an author, so he started including this sentence on fairy tales..Think about it, we grew up people reading to us "and they lived Happily Ever After" and accepted the fantasy that everyone who gets married would live happily every after..But what if someone comes and tell you that, it isn't the case? Sometimes I just wish I could rip all these book which has been telling us lies all this while...Of course once you're grown up you'd realize the truth..Everyone from our childhood been telling us not to lie but they've been reading to us all these lies and forced us to accept the fantasy they've built up..Yeah some may disagree with me by saying that, there are marriages which has a happy ending, but its only handful of them..I'd always pray that all the marriages have the same destiny but sadly not everyone is the same, not everyone is the "Prince Charming" or "Cinderella".. Its sad that how most of people stay married though they're unhappy just cause of the society and what people around them might think.. I just wish I could shout at that "society" and ask them to keep their mouth shut..What if this same thing happens in their own life? Would they be able to comment? Why is that we people like to gossip about others and not think how it would hurt them?.. For me I live for myself, my family and friends, they're very important for me and I don't give a shit about what others might think cause they've got no clue about what I've been through and what brought me here...Though I'm very young but I do understand about marriage..When you're getting married someone, you're accepting their flaws and all, you're promising them that no matter what, through thick and thin, you'll be with them... You'll give equal rights to each other, you'd be a good listener, you'll leave the EGO behind ( This is why most marriages fail, why can't we leave the three letter word behind if it causes so much destruction?!), You'd trust each other, you'd promise their parents that you'd try hard to be a good son or daughter in law and take a good care of their child, you'll be responsible over your mistakes and you'd try hard to defend your better half if they're in any sort of problem...I know I may sound old by writing all these cause you wouldn't expect 18 year old to write in such way..But its the truth isn't it? If everyone is willing to live up to the vows they've made, all marriages would have a happy ending..Though there maybe some little fights or misunderstandings, well its all acceptable since there is two different individuals,character or minds living under the same roof..Its just like how we used to fight with our siblings when we were young, since different people tend to have different opinion about things..Well, we just have to take it that way..=))

You're Happy that the world didn't end?!

On 21st December, I have had list of unfortunate events, my train got delayed, couldn't take the LRT cause there was a huge que in the ticket counter, The whole KL Sentral was filled with people..When I finally decided to ask my sister to fetch me, there was a huge traffic congestion and at the end of the day I reached home at 10 pm!! If you've followed my blog from the start you would have known how I was so against to the very thought of world ending on 2012...I have already read many entries regarding world end, the ones against and the one agrees and came to my own conclusion 3 years ago..Knew that all this are just a hoax...But that not going to rate the movie 2012 a comedy..The reason why I'm saying this is cause I saw the 9gag about this..I really like the way the movie was taken and its screenplay..Hats off to the director..Well..The reason for this post isn't about commenting on the movie...Just wanted to ask you people..You're very happy that the world didn't end??!...Please do open your eyes and see the reality...Look at the world you're living in now.. Look at how "beautiful" or "peaceful" it is.. Shootings of innocent children and people, just cause one idiot is going through depression??!... Genocide in some part of the world to destruct ethnic minorities due to political reasons..Bombards and war in some countries just to prove political sovereignty??...Child abuse by their own parents, which is so sick cause for me if you don't want to have kids or you find them burdening then don't commit to such huge commitment in the first place!... Gang rapes, recently happened in India.. Like seriously?!.. If you want to have it so badly go and find a prostitute and not destroy a person's life!..Those people who saw her lying naked on the floor and didn't lend your helping hand, you are clearly heartless... This is the 'beauty' of world today..and you are here very happy about it not ending?..I don't know how is it for you people..but for me when we humans loose our humanity that's even worst than huge flood or Tsunami!...

Its 3.27 am now, during this wee hours of morning..everyone probably would be fast asleep but here I am sitting here and writing this post..Maybe the things that have crowded my mind is not allowing me to sleep so I've decided to pen it down instead..Maybe it would make me feel better or maybe not but here I am believing that it would..sitting here and writing this entry...Sometimes I wonder am I just too nice to people that they decided to use me up like my feelings doesn't matter anymore...I've been experiencing this odd feeling..This few days I've been helping out people to sort out things and suddenly the thought rose in me whether or not this person would be there when I'm in the same situation..then the past events hits me and somehow tells me that they wouldn't even care..Due to this, I've been quite moody lately or perhaps very moody.. Maybe I shouldn't take things too seriously, just let them go instead of holding tight to my bittersweet memories in the past.. After thinking for some time, the sudden feeling hit me so hard that I felt everyone around me wanted something from me and thats why they are with me..as soon as their work is done, off they go... I don't know whether its true or just merely my imagination but all these have thought me that I have to start living for myself.. I need to put myself first before anyone or anything else.. It might make me sound selfish or rather self centered but at one point in your life you just give up satisfying people or taking care of their feelings..cause everyone else won't be as nice as you do, they'll hurt you like no one else..and I'd realize its very much difficult for you to satisfy people as you don't know what they really want...No matter how much you do, you'd still hear them complaining as though you failed to carry out things properly..but what they don't know is that...you tried your best and they have got no right to tell you didn't...At this point in the post I've got no idea what I've written all this while, it just flowed out from me...I'm clearly very happy with the choices I've made in my life.. I'll never regret any of those, at that point of time it felt right and I followed my heart...In fact I'm very happy with some of the decisions I've made in my life..I'll continue helping out people but I've realized that I need to start helping myself too..=)

3 years and still going STRONG!..

I guess it had been almost 3 years since I started this journey, (Sorry, I'm not that good with figures!) being a blogger had always given me the freedom to share thoughts, ideas or my feelings towards certain things.. You might probably questioning what actually got me doing this?..Why did I started blogging? well it all started when I started reading my friend's blogs and I saw them having so much fun sharing their life with people.. I wanted to feel the way they did and at the same time I didn't want to be left out.. So I slowly started to learn bit by bit on the patterns of blogging, how to add things on your blog and design templates etc.. The main reason I started blogging was due to the influence from friends, I might just tell you all this big things that how I was aspired to share my everyday living with people around the world..etc etc it wouldn't be an honest answer as it wasn't the root reason but it was one of those reasons on the list!.. My blog has given me the freedom to voice out my opinions, sometimes it is my sole companion whenever I'm alone..Its like we share intense chemistry cause it feels so good to write in here...I do know that my blog is not a very famous one as I'm not a celebrity, I'm just an ordinary being who would love to share my comments about things..I do know that some people don't even care having a look at my blog from the face of it..But who cares? I love what I'm doing and certainly it makes me very happy..so I'd continue doing this..I don't need to have anyone's recognition..For those who have been reading my posts and continuously supporting me all this years..Thanks Alot!...It truly matters alot to me and I appreciate every one of you..I would like to apologize if I've bored or frustrated you with any of my posts..I'm still learning and will always be...After all No one is perfect right?..=)

Today as I was driving I saw this man walking in the middle of the road holding some polystyrene container..Then somehow I had a feeling that I knew the man, he was the one who used to collect old newspapers in my primary school..whom I was frightened of back then!..I asked my friend for reassurance and she was actually surprised that I actually recognized this guy..Then she began to tell me his life story..From her I learnt that he was once an excellent student,had high hopes and big dreams..He pursued his medical degree, well that's where all the problem started..Maybe he couldn't cope with the pressure that comes in package when you take up such heavy course like medicine..so situations have resulted him to be mentally handicapped now..Somehow I adore his way of living..Though he might not be able to think like normal people do but he has the sense of responsibility and not to burden anyone by using his disability as a reason..I've seen lot of people near the place where I'm studying, where some will beg people for money or cheat people in order to get some money or even steal from people and at the end of the day using all the money to get drunk and lie on the five foot ways..its such a disgrace, I know but they call it pressures of life..Really? Pressures of life? Are you kidding me?..God has given you legs and hands, not for you to beg but for you to earn for living...Among these "carefree" people ( I don't have the best word to describe them, perhaps maybe irresponsible or even useless..I wish I could use more harsh terms here!) I've seen individuals performing on subways for us to stay entertained till the train arrives and as a token of appreciation, we award them with money..Now that's what we call earning for living, he is trying all he can to make ends meet though it might be really tough but he has dignity, integrity and self respect in himself...If at all that man had thought twice about doing Medicine and not just trying to live his parent's dreams, maybe today he could have been successful in something he would have loved doing and would not be going through all this today.. Sometimes parents have to be extra careful on what they are feeding their children, cause they might feel they are doing it the right way but you may not know what going on the child's mind...and I would like to highlight the fact that there isn't any 'right way' in parenthood..cause every child is different just like how we are..Instead of wasting your time attending parenting seminars, just try to sit down and understand your kids better..I'm not a parent but I'm just saying from a child's perspective..Well I've got it going too far!!!..haha..From a person I met on street to 'carefree' people and finally to parenthood..Three totally different topics, I've got no idea how I got them all fused right here!.. 

P/S :: About the picture..Yes, You are never too old!!...So go out there and strive for success..=)

Lesson Learnt

Today someone have pointed out to me that "I don't know how to respect others"..Let me just clear things up here..I'm someone won't think 4 times before uttering words or while conversing with someone..I just speak my mind out and expect you to listen..Sometimes the anger in me beholds and I tend to get very emotional when we're discussing very controversial issues..I always feel that I need to put my stand and need to be sure that what I'm saying is right...Maybe this can be a treat to my career as lawyers need to be calm and composed..Need to structure their arguments well before letting it out..They need to plan strategically with their words and at times they would have to conceal the truth in best way they can..For the matter of fact this is not at all good for any careers since you need to master the art of communication so that you'd gain recognition..I have always been someone who is very emotional and can be very temperamental..Sometimes I might be rude because I tend to forget with whom I'm talking to but I do know I have to change this attitude of mine so that I would not hurt anyone in future and that I won't be regretting in future due to the words that I've let out as they can't be taken back ..But at times I do feel that, there are people who act so good in front of others, they might be the goddess from heaven since everyone devote them like no one else due to the mask they wear upon their true face..They might act nice in front of you but spread gossips around behind your back..Well at least, I'm proud to say that I'm not one of such character, I respect everyone that I know though sometimes I may not be the best in portraying it..I'm trying my level best to change this attitude of mine and I'm going to watch my words from now on wards.. 

Yesterday out of sudden I decided to watch this movie "Kannathil Muthamittal" by Mani Ratnam sir..This movie was released when I was still young so I probably wouldn't have understood the gist of the story back then..It has to be noted that this movie is indeed a masterpiece..There is a reason why I choose to say so..This movie speaks about a child who was born to a Sri Lankan mother, the mother had to leave her due to the heavy responsibility she has back in motherland...she was then adopted and taken care by Indian parents..Her dad explains to her that she was adopted when she is old enough to know and it portrays how she longs to see her biological parent..Now after many years as I was watching it I could understand the deep emotions involved in a family and I would say all the casts have done a good job by bringing live to those characters on the script..I also have to highlight here the performance of  the girl who acted as 'Amutha', cause at such young age she is able to take up such a heavy role and was able to live up to the needs of the character..I probably wouldn't have been able to do that at that age..and of course all this wouldn't be possible if not for Mani Ratnam sir's brilliant script.. A.R.Rahman's music just lighted up the whole movie and my personal favourite is Oru Dheivam Thantha Poove by Chinmayee and Vellai Pookal by ARR himself.. 

After watching the movie, something in me wanted to know what really happened in Sri Lanka..Why were they subjected to such manner..So I did Google, found and learnt so many things about Tamil Eelam.. I would say the cruelty in the name of war and how such heartless people have carried out genocides.. Frankly speaking, I was angry with myself cause I weren't aware of all these happening maybe cause I was just too young..but What was everyone else in the world was doing??..day dreaming? If at all this issue was brought to light and with all the support of thousands or even millions of people worldwide, maybe we could have saved all those innocents children,women who were subjected to rape and brutal execution and all those who were hurt and couldn't even run but had to sit and watch till the bombs hit on them..some of them watched their father, mother or sisters bleed to death.. Were there any International Alarm carried out to order that country to stop conducting such act? were there any embargoes set against this country and all the trade ceased?..No I don't think so..This matter didn't get as much international  recognition like how Gaza issue got the spotlight and due to that innocent people who just wanted a place to live were let to die with no medical supply, no food nor water supply and constant bombards and shelling..and yet the people who are responsible for all this still out at large..Maybe its politically driven, I don't know or I just don't want to comment about it..but are we so selfish???...I guess the more educated we are, the more selfish we become and the only thing matters to us is,this three things  "MY family, MY money and MY life!" or maybe more, I got no clue but what I can be sure of is that it all will start with the word MY!...I would like to take a moment of silence and pray that all souls that have been lost during this war rest in peace..

La Familia

I came across this picture on Andrea Fonseka's facebook page..In case if you're wondering..she was the Miss Malaysia Universe 2004..Coming back to the topic today.. I'm someone who believe that family is not always formed by blood relationships...sometimes family can also be from people who we consider precious to us, for instance friends..Though friends are not related to us but we seem to be closer to them sometimes they're even closer than our family members..Forgot to ask you..Who do you consider as your family?..or do you actually support my definition of family?.."Family isn't always blood.Its the people in your life who want you in theirs; the ones who accept you for who you are.The ones who would so anything to see you smile & who love you no matter what."   I clearly agree with this and live by this principle..For me whoever that I consider as my family..I'd do anything for them...just anything..I don't really care what time is it, if they need any help I'll be there the very next moment..If they need a shoulder to lean on, I'd definitely be there...This is me..I'm someone who consider everyone, those who are precious to me as family..For me they are a part of me...This is me..this is how I am and I won't change myself for anything...cause I'm BEST at being me...=)

Whatever happened to me for the pass few months have made me realize that in life nothing is permanent..No matter how much you may argue with me that there are exceptions but I've come to this conclusion cause of what I've gone through and what it had thought me..Sometimes you might feel that the particular relationship you share with someone would last forever..well it could be anyone..your best friends, friends or even your partner..The people once meant the world to you..But to your disappointment there will be things that would part your ways with them..which can be very depressing..I know how exactly it feels..At times that person would never give you the reason or even disappear from your sight, not responding to your calls nor messages..You'd probably be very worried about their safety etc..it would definitely leave you to a question mark..What had happened? What did I do? We didn't even have a fight or anything and you just disappeared?..This is how you'd be questioning and thinking to yourself..Its like once you both had it all, shared the ups and downs in life..shred every bit of story that happened in your life...shared all the happiness and the sadness together..You once knew that no matter what this person would be there for you always and would tap your back and say "Its Alright, I'm here for you"...But how it feels to finally realize that all that are no more...everything is gone..The worst case scenario is that you don't even know the reason why..It kills you to bits..but the you got to realize that this is a decision that the person have chosen so you have to respect it, no matter how hard it is...You know whats best for you?...Just accept the very fact that the person as gone an if he/she wants to be back..its totally up to them..but you don't have to push it..you go ahead LIVE YOUR LIFE!..Don't get too depressed due to this and loose your life cause of some heartless people in your life..I quoted them as 'heartless' cause they didn't even think about how hurt you'd be and just left like that...So why you have to worry about them, when they don't even care??!...You just go ahead..Have fun..Enjoy life...there is so much more life is waiting to offer you..just go on and grab those..=)

P/S :: This is a note to myself too..=)

HELLOOOOO!!!

Yeash I'm Back!...Exams are over now and how shall I describe how my exam was..=P It was just fine I guess..I'm not a 'smart ass' like everyone else though people may think that I am..but I would like to highlight the fact that I'm definitely not a smartie pant!..My examination lasted for a month..it was THAT LONG!.. AS level was good and I guess I have given my level best into this..Hopefully I'd do well..Everyone is scaring me by telling A2 would be even harder and some people even have warned me about my degree..well every new phase we enter life..it would be tougher than the previous one..thats how it has been all this while right? Like how 5th Grader's examination is tougher than the exams of cute little one's in nursery...I'm pretty sure working life would be much more harder as you are engaging with real life situations not just the ones stated on papers as how we students study...What I do know is that I'm gonna accept everything thats coming on my way just like how it is entitled to..just like how He wants it to..I'm pretty sure He have got better plans for me and I'm eagerly waiting to reveal those..and Now that my exams are over and m on holidays..you might hear more from me..I just hope I don't bore you!...hahaha...Have a great day ahead people!..Lots of love from me...=)

Selamat Hari Raya!!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI EVERYONE!!!!...Its Eid Mubarak!!...Well I know I'm a bit late to convey my wishes but its never too late, remember?...haha..I hope you guys are having fun during this long break and enjoying it to the fullest with your family members..May God bless every one of us and May Happiness fulfill our lives though there will be some bitter moments, never mind we'll get over it...don't worry!..Let's all face it and show "Difficulties" how difficult you are!...I would like to take this opportunity to apologise if  I've hurt anyone of you by any means, I'm really sorry and please forgive me!..Thank you for my friends and family for whatever sacrifices and all that they've done to me..Thanks alot and I would remember it till my very last day..=) Selamat Hari Raya again!..P/S :: Please parcel some cookies + lemang + ketupat + etc for ME!...=D Have a great celebration!..Love you people..

What colour do you prefer??

At first I liked white as it was classic and nice..then  suddenly I liked Black for no reason!..and now I prefer RED as its HOT + SPICY!..hahaha...They also have blue and its also interesting!..see I have a HUGE problem in choosing the perfect colour!..I'm into this car, Range Rover Evoque!..Maybe cause of its design as its very much attractive..of course in Malaysia due to the taxes and all..it would cost approximately 300K++   Hopefully I'll own it one day!!..=P

I support Internet Freedom in Malaysia

This is actually a  campaign to Stop114A of the Evidence Act in Malaysia. Having petitioned against it and they had a nation-wide Internet 'blackout' on 14 Aug 2012.Netizens in Malaysia and supporters across the world unite in intolerance for the recently Gazetted Amendments to Section 114A of the Evidence Act. The Amendments to the Evidence Act Section 114A are a threat to Internet Freedom in Malaysia and a concern to anyone producing content online.

This is briefly about the Act ::

- Presumes guilt rather than innocence.
-Makes Internet intermediaries -- parties that provide online community forums, blogging and hosting services -- liable for content that is published through its services.
- Threatens freedom of expression online because of the culture of fear and self censorship that are encouraged.
- Allows hackers and cyber criminals to be free by making the person whose account/computer is hacked liable for any content/data which might have changed.
- Reduces the opportunity to be anonymous online which is crucial in promoting a free and open Internet and safeguard vulnerable individuals eg women in situations of domestic violence who may be at risk if they are identified. 

I actually supported this by changing Facebook profile picture &  cover picture to this and I didn't log into my Facebook on 14th of August..I Decided to stay passive on net and support this..Unfortunately I couldn't upload a "pop up" on my blog as I was extremely busy and I got to know about it just a day before..so yeah It was just very the last minute!..Just shared here now so that people would actually know whats it really about and that it actually takes away out Internet Freedom which is so unfair..If you are with me just spread the word about this!..Thank you people..=)

Something that Irritates me...

I'm pretty sure that we from being a child or a student in kindergarten or even in schools, we've been thought to actually que up for EVERYTHING!..every single thing..To buy your food in the canteen..to receive your books from teachers even to receive PUNISHMENT from teachers...When we were schooling we followed and lived by this rules..but TODAY..let's see how many of us actually follows such rules.. Queuing up to buy or receive something have become a norm for us and its not a big deal..(As if you don't que up, the people might just PUNCH your face!..haha..not that serious but then you know what will happen!) But then being a driver on road..just to avoid the huge traffic, some drivers cuts the entire que and goes ahead and joins at the end.. In what way it is right?..Don't you think all the things thought in school have gone to waste? I've personally seen this people and wonder why can't they just follow the line and wait for their turn..why they need to be so desperate?..cause of them the traffic gets more hectic..The BEST part is that..not only cars do this..even a HUGE vehicle like bus does this..I have personally experienced and met in an accident with a bus..just cause he did a illegal entry from the third lane..I would say that he was just too STUPID to judge that the bus was really small as it could fit in such a small space..I'm still very much angry with this kind of attitude..WHAT!..If you don't wait then the world gonna END is it??!..Just think about it la..It might be very easy for you..but STOP for a minute and learn to think for others' also, don't be such a SELFISH idiot!!..

Traffic Lights!!

Many of you would be wondering why I posted a picture of a traffic light..am I promoting anyone's photography??..Nope..I'm clearly not..We all know that traffic lights exists literally EVERYWHERE!.. Why do we need traffic lights?..Wouldn't Life would be lot more easier if there is no traffic lights present as it won't take your time waiting and you won't be late for appointments..well that's what most people say right??..I'm pretty sure as a driver there is a moment in your life where you'll be soo angry and cursing when the lights turns red and immediately say that WHY THE HELL do we need a traffic light??!!...and of course Malaysian drivers (I'm living here so I only know about Malaysian drivers) would speed even more when the lights are about turn red or already red!!..and note that I'm not saying everyone just some of them..Its insane right..I mean have the forgotten the basic rule of GREEN = GOf  , ORANGE = Prepare to stop and RED = STOP!!..I would like to highlight here RED means STOP not accelerate even more! Think about it what's the use of a traffic light..to control the traffic..It had been doing its job quite well but just that we as drivers are not following properly..The only time we remember ALL this was before sitting for the computer examination...After that CTRL + ALT + DEL from our hard disk aka BRAIN !!..Have you ever thought of the consequences you and others would face if you disobey this basic rule??..Recently we had a tragic accident in Cyberjaya/Putrajaya where a bus which bit the traffic and hit a Pajero and unfortunately both the drivers died on the spot..If at all the bus driver stopped and thought for a second all this could be avoided..This is just one example..There is like many accidents happening around you just cause drivers don't follow traffic rules..I'm not asking you to 100% obey the traffic rules (cause I'm not a saint my own!..Rules meant to be broken!!.. shhh..=P)..but when you wanna break it..just be extra cautious to the surrounding and other cars..Try to understand what the possible moves the other driver (car) might take so that you have ample of time to react..Being a driver has a much heavier responsibility then you think.. its just like a Pilot or a Captain..you are the man of the match..what you decide will not only effect you yourself but others too..So be responsible and make wiser decisions..As they say "Better Late then NEVER!!"...Always THINK before you act!.. And before you start a long journey make sure your vehicle is in a good condition..Make sure you sent it for service accordingly..(You know..before a plane flies on sky it goes on numerous check ups)...Our vehicle is the plane and we are the PILOT!..Come lets have fun on road and as well be responsible & obey rules!

A note to myself!

Right now..At this current moment I feel as though throwing all the books away..I really don't know whats happening to me..At times its weird..I do realize that I have LOT more to go and there is lot more awaiting for me and I need to accept that..But have you realized at a point in your life where you tend to act as though you are lazy just because you are so tired of doing it over and over..The thing I want to clarify to myself..its more like a note to myself..I need to do it no matter what..what I need is a true motivation..I need to work seriously and focus on what I'm doing to get the results I desire..If I continue to be LAZY, I can't expect a successful future..* I need to do it I need to do it I need to do it I need to do it*..Do you know something??..Sometimes writing in here makes me feel lot more better lot more motivated!..Thanks to my blog for making this happen!...=)))

Recently someone posted this on Facebook and I was pretty much upset..Since people don't seem to get it..Well I would say that smoking is not only the solution for everything..Its like a slow death process so its actually a form of killing yourself..yes its true..But then if something is already killing you and you want to kill yourself by smoking..Why do you want to do it slowly might as well you try faster ways to kill yourself..Please note I'm not suggesting you to do so but don't you find your argument is irrelevant??..That means you still want to live right..don't you??..Some people just take it for a trend..just for the fun of it..This is clearly stupidity..Smokers are not only harming themselves but people around them..As you know second-hand smokers still exists and many of them have severe chances of getting cancer etc..since 80% of the smoke is inhaled by the people around smokers not only by smokers..Why don't smokers carry a plastic bag along..every time they wanna smoke just cover themselves with the plastic bag or smoke in a place where there wont be people walking across..Again I'm not encouraging you to smoke but then why do you want to involve others life in it..Since smokers won't listen to whatever we say or advice we give as they claim its pretty much hard to leave this habit of theirs..so whats the point of me creating awareness..I'll just say this Just put your life at stake and why us??..You know what really got me to the peek regarding smokers..Once I was waiting for train..This guy who was clearly stupid I would say was smoking beside a pregnant lady!!..I was like is he BLIND or what..(she was sitting down and he was sitting next to her..so OBVIOUSLY he can see)..Can't he just see that a 7 months pregnant lady is there and he is not only harming one but two lives.Moreover its a train station and its a No Smoking zone!!..Sometimes they have to think about the circumstances and discomfort others had to face just cause of their one habit..That guy was an serious idiot!..The pregnant woman did walk off la but thats not how it should be right..As a person who have ability to think..He should have smoked at some other place if he wanted so much.. 

What do you think about him??...I have seen various posts on 9gag about him being gay etc..But I guess he is a great individual..Lets just see from this perspective..He become famous when he was 16 and none of us was as famous as he is right?..He is just 18 and earning more than an average working person..He has won so many awards..That's just a great achievement..Even I have few number of tracks which I love from his albums..Lets just put all this aside..what sometimes draws me insane is ' Belibers'..No offence again..Its clearly fine to love or admire a musician/singer..but that doesn't mean you got to go to the extreme level..As Justin Bieber is in Malaysia for the MTV Worldstage..I came across few posts on my Facebook and it goes like this "OMG!!..I'm breathing the same air as Justin"..and I went like Oh God!..There are like so many air particles going around you and how sure are you that the exact same particles that Justin inhaled is that one you are inhaling..I was just talking about the science part of it..But SERIOUSLY!..No comments.. Sometimes their posts makes me go crazy!!..Its clearly my opinion and I was just sharing it..so clearly no offence..=))

I seriously can't wait for this amazing gadget to hit Malaysian markets..Look at it, its normal in size..it works on quad core ( super duper fast)..the resolution is pretty amazing..and last of all its CHEAP!!...Its a super good bargain!..I've been watching people using Ipad's but sometimes I do feel that we pay just for the 'name'..No offence but yeah..it is right..its so expensive and it does what a normal tablet would just the size is twice larger..Thats it..Now that Nexus had hit the US markets it had become the hot deal!..Hopefully I'll own it soon!

* Exaaammm!* (-_-)''

There is like soo much to study and there soo LITTLE TIME!!!...GOD!...As I'm a 'Freako'..I tend to freak out quite often..I'm pretty much worried about me being able to do it or not..All that I know is I gotta really work my a** out to perform well in my exam..Count down starts now.. 2 months more to go...Its heating up!!..It feels like I just started college but its going like an express train..Good Luck to me and May God bless me!!..*need to study need to study need to study need to study need to study need to study need to study*

HELLO!

Hello people !! How you guys doing ???..It had been like ages since I updated my blog..Though I would love to update it constantly but then the time is not allowing me to do so..Its a bit difficult for me now since I have started my studies..Currently I'm doing my A levels..well SCHOOL life is totally over and now have started with college life..A new path..a new destiny..This totally wasn't my first choice..I wanted to be a pilot so badly but unfortunately I couldn't get through the cadet pilot intake..so yeah Here I am doing A levels and the probability of me doing a law degree is pretty much high..Only God knows why He has drove me towards this path..I'm sure there is a reason behind all this..As people say "Everything Happens for a Reason"..I don't want to bore you with all this !..hahaha...Anyway in a way I love what I'm doing now its not at all a burden me as I'm enjoying it !!..=))

Good Morning Everyone!!...I know I'm up so early...For a Sunday morning this is like really early!...=))...so how is your life have been going all this while..I'm actually overwhelmed by all the responses that I receive.. it makes me want to blog even more but just that I don't have the time to actually sit and write here..or maybe I'm just out of ideas to write..!...so I'm pretty sure that you have plans today..shopping or just a lunch/dinner out with family..Today my day is packed up with FAMILY timee!...and its Sunday people..so just sit back and RELAX!...Have a great SUNDAY people..Love you all....=))...

Still waiting......=')

                                                                         I'm still here, still waiting

                                                                         For us to finally be

                                                                         I'll stay here for as long as it takes

                                                                         For you to be with me....=')

                                             

                                        Can someone buy for me an iWatch please ??!!... *puppy eyes*

In life you come across lot of people..some are good..some are bad..some will try really hard to bring you down...Not many people you come across in life can become close to you..Let us see it from the beginning..When a child is introduced to this world..His parents becomes his all..The child sees his parent as everything as he ever had,as if only two of them existed in this whole world..but as time goes the circle becomes larger..He gets to know his sister,brother,uncle,aunt,granny or grand dad etc etc...At one point,his life being at home with family changes to being in school with friends...As years passes by,the circle of people in his life just get larger and larger..He'll have lot of  fun and happiness with all these people who once was just strangers...He'll be on top of the world...Some people may act like friends but they will be silently backstabbing him and trying hard to bring him down cause they just envy his successful life..Sometimes he will be forced to face heart aches due to some misunderstandings...cause everyone has different personality..they react in different ways..Due to the misunderstandings..Suddenly a person you know becomes that person you KNEW...everything changes..At times I do wish that why can't my world just stayed like how it all started..cause parents would never try to hurt you..but sometimes I tell myself that we should go through all this cause its all a life experience ryte...It exposes you to all kind of different things..You meet different people from different places..You'll learn lot of things from your friends!!..Because of all this you'll learn to be extra cautious when handling relationships...No matter what type of relationship it is..

How does it feel to be ignored??...Come lets imagine everyone..you have a very good friend..like extremely close..you share almost everything with her/him..you can't pass a day by not chatting,talking or seeing each other...This person listens to each and every story of yours and unknowingly becomes your advisor..advises you on everything..stands beside you whenever you have a problem..and of course eventually becomes your shopping buddy too!...haha..I mean shopping is every girl's HEAVEN!...All of sudden..in a millisecond all this is gone like totally....This person refuses to reply your messages..refuses to answer your calls and you don't even know where she/he is..what happened to them?..You are just sitting wondering what would have caused all this sudden silence??...Do you understand that feeling?..People may advice you not to bother about them cause they don't even care about you..But there is always the feeling in you that keeps on saying.."where did it went wrong??".."what I did till he/she can just ignore me like this"..No matter how much people advises you..this questions shall never be erased from your thoughts till the very person comes and clarifies it with you..You might not know how it feels cause you wouldn't have experienced it..

7 posts a DAY!...=))

Yeah my title states it all!...7 posts a DAY!...hahaha...crazyy I know...but then This is how much I miss my blog...like really!...Didn't really get the times to actually write and express my thought here...But now had plenty of time so couldn't stop writing...I write a little in every post cause I know some people are too lazy to read a very lengthy post!..so yeah short and sweet!..(just saying)..=P.. 

Sunlo Zara...=))

This is a MUST listen song and album if you are Rahman ji's fan!...I'm totally in love with the song and the music...Its really different from the tamil and telengu version!...He has magic in every song he composes!!...I get addicted to them real fast...The beats and the music..I just can't describe them!..he is just awesome!...A.R.Rahman never fails to amaze me!..=)..*the wedding song*...patiently waiting for the movie!

Kelly Clarkson - Mr. Know It All

This is a MUST listen song...truly inspiring!...You can sing to people who mess with your life!!...hahaha...=P

Sometimes right...You gotta just learn to let them go and stick a board on you heart saying I don't care!...cause they didn't care either..so why you waste your tears on someone whom don't even think about you and don't realize that their words can actually hurt you...Tell you what....Just move on with life...though its hard...but its the best thing to do...and yeah Don't STOP smiling!...=D

Sometimes I just don't believe it...I just felt as though 2011  just begun but so fast it all came to an end...Now its 2012..a new life...a brand new start..a new life...a new path..Everything is new...I'm stepping into the next stage of my life where I'm not sure what's awaiting for me!..but then its the FUN part of it...You don't know and it will come and surprise you!...hahahahaha...yeah..!....I really like it that way!...=D...I'm actually missing my school life as I used to have so much fun back then...Now I'm going through everything very much in a different way..I hope everything goes well!...=))))..ALL IS WELL!...=D..Keep Smiling people that is the best curve you have!

I'm actually looking forward in obtaining my driving license...yeah I have been going for the classes..I have successfully passed the theoretical exam..now currently waiting for my Learner Driver's License...then I must go for driving test...*fingers crossed*...!...I guess I won't be able to complete the  full license for now...but then I will when I'm back!...=)))..well everyone pray for me aite...Love you all..I can't wait to hold the steering and DRIVEE!...gonna rock the road...hahaha...=P

Yeahhh!!...I'm coming to you baby very soon will be there!...Though I'm excited but then I'm still gonna miss this place I call home!...=D

HeLLo everyone!..I know its really late to wish you people HAPPY NEW YEAR...but then I have been quite busy lately..so I hope you can understand that I didn't do it on purpose!...well I hope this year would bring you happiness,prosperity and loads of luck!!...hehehe...and I hope this year would be a better one than 2011...I know you guys would be thinking about 21st December 2012...well...we have almost 354 days to face the END (only if it happens...I'm not telling it will)...so what's the point worrying..we do you know??...That I'm actually planning to go for coffee with my family and friends on that dae...we gonna sit back and watch!!....=)))...Don't forget to enjoy your life while its still here!...=D